8/09/2010 (Wednesday)

This week is a holiday...
holiday is the most best thing ever!!
but this time...
i need to study hard...
because SPM trial is coming soon...
just near beside me...
arhhh~there is no way to run!

OK~

Let say something happy today...
today need to go back school for class...
1:30pm-3:30pm...
but i' m later for class...^^

When class had finished...
Fish, Evon and me went to Timesquare for outing...

First place we went...
Monorail...
I changed my cloth in a toilet with no light...
what a surprise...=.=
but i need some light to change my cloth...
so the door was open a little bit...
and there was two bodyguards there...
That was Fish and Evon...haha..
something new at the monorail...
that was lazier...
for sense those peoples who wanted to use the E.stair must get through it...

Second place we went...
Timesquare...=.=
(everybody know dude!!)hehe...
we went to eat...inside the Timesquare...
sorry that i had forgotten the name of the Restoran...
was something with a "Rock....." word...

Third place we went...
the most important part...
Balling...
when i went in...
the thing i most hated was they played the Ladygaga song!!
hate it!!!
second...
the speaker was tooooooo loud...
talking to my friend i need to scream...=.=
Third...
the first round we played was RM9...
quite expensive...=.=
but the second round just only RM6.50...
that was better...
but the most important was fun...
we get fun there...
balling is a nice game...
i like it...
and we three played like an idiot...
we all don't know how to play...
the first round and the second round i get the highest marks...
nonono...
i should say...
the second round actually not me...but somebody had planned to throw it to 'longkang'...
this is because the winner have to free chocolate...for Them...=.=
and about 6:00pm...
i have to go home...
they still stay there for a while...

Forth place i went...
now is how i went home...
monorail(imbi)-->hang tuah--->LRT(Hang Tuah)-->Tasik Selatan-->405 bus-->Leisure Mall-->In the end...dad came and picked me up...

when i' m home is about 7:30pm...
what a good day...

night...
still got practicing at church...
but is fast...
nice work!!
gOOD NIGHT everyone...^^

10/06/2010 What happen to me today?

I am so weak now...
not my body but my spirit...
and i don't know why either...
is it I'm too busy?
no I'm not...is too free actually...
is it about me and my younger sister?
maybe a little i think...
is it about the music and me?
maybe a little i think...
is it about my school life and me?
maybe a little i think...
What the sorrow am i having correctly?
I am so confuse now...
not only confusing...
and my mind is all blank...
why?who can tell me why?!

God...
please take away my sorrow please...
i have no way to go and no way to run...
i know you are the only one who knows me...
understand me and care about me the most...
in Jesus name i pray...
Amen...

04/06/2010 星期五 A4J prayer meeting

yeah!开始放假咯！
今天晚上有A4J PRAYER MEETING...
在教会很久了的我...
有时觉得累了...
再也不想付出任何的时间了...
心里面有些私人问题要处理...
就一直的靠着自己去处理...
但在今天的 prayer meeting 敬拜当中时...
有一句话让我醒了过来...
他大概是将的'要倚靠神''信靠他'...'他行伟大的神迹'...
当时我哭得很厉害...
很久都没有这种被圣灵触摸的感觉了...
真得要感谢神...
感谢他让我在我的私人事上...
懂得要倚靠着神...信靠他...来处理...
处理这件事...乃是要靠神不是靠自己...
感谢神他赐给了我力量再次站立起来...
感谢神在这次的敬拜当中让我经历了很多...
主啊...我的心真的要单单依靠着你...
一直一直...到永远...

敬拜团啊...
沉睡的巨人要醒来啊！
不要落在后面了！
要在前锋！！
现在是复兴的来临啊！~

20/05/2010(星期四）

昨天...
发生了件很倒霉的事...

就当我在学校 1st recess时...
我去拿团服...
拿团服的地点在小礼堂的外面...
当要到小礼堂外面时...
suddenly...
pok!!
Pok Kai!(not 臭话...是真的pok kai)
hiaz...
最惨的是...
跌在很多组员面前...==
右手和右岐盖都受伤了...
左手只是擦损...
右手和右岐盖伤到都蛮严重的...
严重是因为跌在马路...
要怪就怪学校在塔蓬中！（星期六义卖会）
竟然把柱子放在楼梯那边！==
arhhh!!~
右岐盖一直流血不止...
st.john 在帮我止血时将我的岐盖流血不停...
右手的伤是几个磨掉皮的小洞在那边...
本来去那团服而已...
变成在医疗室止血整节下课...
st.john 还跟我说用纱布包着先...
2nd recess 过来换过...
血一直流到放学...
回到家冲凉后...
就一直流水...
冲凉时候...痛到！！~~
哭笑不得！
还用喊的...==
对不起阿 mother...hehe...
害你不能睡午觉了...
hehe...
晚上时还要练歌...
我还是要打鼓的那个...
辛亏我聪明...哈哈..
把手包得厚厚...
将鼓棍弄到也不会痛...
haha!!
岐盖就在我打鼓的时候一直一直的流水...
==
晚上冲凉时就不能喊了...
爸妈都睡了...
就一直忍...
当冲凉后啊...
岐盖也会特别特别的痛...
痛得连走路也不能...

今天呢就好一点拉...
哈哈...
可是冲凉时还是很很很痛...
冲后我也走不了路了...



今天活动蛮开心的阿！
今天团去Institusi Jantung Negara(IJN)
还穿着团拥有第一次的团服啊！！
在那边学到了很多...
真的要好好珍惜生命啊...
不是每个人都能像我们将幸福的阿...
要先说一声...
感谢主...

25/4/2010 星期日

最近不知道为什么...
我疯疯癫癫的...
开心...^^
但今天呢...
有开心的...
又有不开心的...
不开心的就把它摆在一旁吧...
反正做不了什么...
就说开心的...

haha...
今天又有比赛咯...
羽球比赛...
焦赖恩典堂！棒！最棒！
哈哈...
我有打双打和单打...
两项都拿第四名...
烂...哈哈...
本人今天打球一直乱'放水'...
我也不是很明白自己为什么要'放水'...
'放水'放到自己输...==
hiazzz...算啦...
开心就好...

但我有一样东西我不是很明白...
为什么我会怕？
我到底在怕什么啊?
算啦算啦...

haizzz...
一眨眼...
我已经高二了啊...
自己的目标...
自己的梦想...
是时候起程了...
凯雯啊凯雯...
你啊...
努力点啊...
不要再懒惰下去了...
不然要后悔的是自己啊...
加油！^^

15-04-2010 星期四

这几天一直打球打球打球...
虽然只赢一场...
但我喜欢这种打球的感觉...
有挑战性...
平时都爱打篮球的我...
因这四天的连续打篮球...
让我更加迷上篮球...
真的打上瘾了...

唉...
在这里读书都已经5年了...
当每一年选择课外活动时...
里面当中一定会有篮球...
但这只能写在第二或第三...
因为篮球队的活动时间配合不到我的时间...
就因为我是大忙人...
让我少了一项我爱的选择...

所以呀~
要嘎球的记得找我啊!

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为什么现在的人会认为同性恋没问题啊？
这个时代已把人的思想扭曲了...
同性恋是个很大的问题...
试问你...
以前你第一次看到同性恋者的感觉是什么?
恶心？厌恶？没眼看？还是什么呢？
虽说我是老土...
但这才是正确地思想...

还有知智的朋友门啊...
要小心...
不要被影响啊...
你能讨厌那种行为...
但你不能讨厌他们...

放心啦^^

放心...我会把一切的一切埋在心里最深处...
不要把它挖出来就好啦...好吗？
我成全你啦...^^
^^好朋友forever...
三个白痴阿...^^
我再伤心都好...
都会逼自己让自己再开心回的...
放心啦...