10/06/2010 What happen to me today?

I am so weak now...
not my body but my spirit...
and i don't know why either...
is it I'm too busy?
no I'm not...is too free actually...
is it about me and my younger sister?
maybe a little i think...
is it about the music and me?
maybe a little i think...
is it about my school life and me?
maybe a little i think...
What the sorrow am i having correctly?
I am so confuse now...
not only confusing...
and my mind is all blank...
why?who can tell me why?!

God...
please take away my sorrow please...
i have no way to go and no way to run...
i know you are the only one who knows me...
understand me and care about me the most...
in Jesus name i pray...
Amen...

04/06/2010 星期五 A4J prayer meeting

yeah!开始放假咯！
今天晚上有A4J PRAYER MEETING...
在教会很久了的我...
有时觉得累了...
再也不想付出任何的时间了...
心里面有些私人问题要处理...
就一直的靠着自己去处理...
但在今天的 prayer meeting 敬拜当中时...
有一句话让我醒了过来...
他大概是将的'要倚靠神''信靠他'...'他行伟大的神迹'...
当时我哭得很厉害...
很久都没有这种被圣灵触摸的感觉了...
真得要感谢神...
感谢他让我在我的私人事上...
懂得要倚靠着神...信靠他...来处理...
处理这件事...乃是要靠神不是靠自己...
感谢神他赐给了我力量再次站立起来...
感谢神在这次的敬拜当中让我经历了很多...
主啊...我的心真的要单单依靠着你...
一直一直...到永远...

敬拜团啊...
沉睡的巨人要醒来啊！
不要落在后面了！
要在前锋！！
现在是复兴的来临啊！~